The Day Kyle Died

Kyle Hubbart had it all: Athletic talent, good looks and a 4.0 GPA in college. He lived in the best party house on campus and had lots of pretty girls vying for his attention.

“Everything I did I seemed to succeed at. I did think of myself as better than other people,” he says.

But beneath the party lifestyle was a lost young man seeking desperately to keep up the image that he was perfect, and perfectly happy. He wanted nothing more than every person he met to “believe all the things that I had portrayed and put out there.” He says he woke up every morning with fear and dread that everyone would find out how “lonely and hopeless” he felt on the inside.

Just as Kyle feared, he couldn’t keep up his image. As we all do, he had a moment of failure—this time, a college test—and the boy who strove for perfection simply crumbled in the face of failure. “It was the first time I had ever failed at anything,” he says. And it devastated him. Kyle was so fragile on the inside that this ONE failure caused his house of cards to completely crumble and his life to spiral out of control.

He immediately turned to alcohol. He thought, “If I’m not successful, my life is worthless.”

After two years of depression and drinking over a liter and a half of hard alcohol EVERY day, Kyle says, “I knew this would be the thing that killed me.”

And it did.

When Kyle was at his lowest, his dad came and got him and checked him into a facility so that he could detox from alcohol. While he was there, his withdrawal was so severe that his heart began to fail. “I feel like I’m about to have a heart attack,” he says. “My heart was not beating fast anymore. It would beat once about every ten seconds. I was waiting for the next beat of my heart, but it never comes.”

Kyle died that day.  But by the grace of God, that wasn’t the end of his story here on earth.

What happened to Kyle next is TRULY a miracle —and not a medical one. What he saw and heard while his heart was stopped changed him forever. Watch Kyle’s story below and find out what he experienced when his heart stopped beating, and what his life is like today. You won’t be able to close your jaw—or stop the tears when you hear what he has to say. If you are struggling with addiction, there is HOPE!


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Jenny Rapson
Jenny Rapson is a follower of Christ, a wife and mom of three from Ohio and a freelance writer and editor. You can find her at her blog, Mommin' It Up, or follow her on Twitter.