Finding Gratitude in 2020

It’s been quite a year! With so many mandates, closures, and circumstances that have left many of us in a state of disbelief, it leaves us grabbing our heads, wondering, “What.Will. The. Holidays. Bring?” 

Normally, I am that one… I threaten to put up my Christmas tree on November 1st. I play holiday music at the first flurry of snow (September in Wyoming), and I don’t budget much time in the holiday season to bother with Thanksgiving decor or any other turkey tradition. Christmas brings joy to my heart, and I love celebrating the birth of Christ. 

Normally, I also want to validate those in my family who don’t want to skip Thanksgiving and want to celebrate with the traditions of food, football, family and parades. We compromise. The tree goes up in November, with lights but no decorations. I listen to all of the Christmas music I want in my car by myself…until after Thanksgiving dinner. Then out comes Bing Crosby and all of the sparklies. 

For many of us though, this year has been anything but normal. My tree is up, but the joy seems less. I’ve been listening to For King and Country’s “Little Drummer Boy” and I love it, but something, if not everything is different. Almost heavy. Where is my holiday spirit? 

Yesterday, I was driving in my car listening to Christmas tunes when God gently turned my focus away from myself and toward Him. He put this memory on my heart: A couple of Christmas’ ago, a friend was telling me about how her teen-age daughter was coming to understand the true meaning of Christmas. Even in her young mind she knew it wasn’t just about gifts, cookies and stockings. She knew it was about the miracle of our Savior. But what she said was understanding beyond even my adult thinking. She said, “So that’s why Thanksgiving comes before Christmas, because giving thanks to God leads to the miracles of God!”

Leslie Colburn
Leslie Colburn
Leslie Colburn is a mom and a writer with one goal: to help all of God’s children know their worth in Jesus. Her newest book, Y-O-U, is the next installment of the Cross My Heart Books series; spreading encouragement and the message that re-gifting love is what matters the most.

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