Sometimes it’s tough to just keep going, isn’t it? Iām pretty sure summer brings out a whole other brand of crazy in me. Something about not having a schedule or routine with these long days of no quiet makes me feel like Iām losing my compass. Not to mention that weāve decided to have a monsoon season in June here in western Maryland. Neighborhood pool, maybe weāll see you in July? Maybe?
While making one of those āI just have to get out of the houseā errands, I saw another mom of littles at the store. She had that crazy, Iām about to scream air about her. Her kids were pushing the preschooler size grocery carts around the produce section, and she was trying to keep them from running over her feet.
We exchanged a brief look of āI know what youāre feeling. Keep going, mama.ā
It was just an instant, but it put a smile on my face. Thereās something about knowing youāre not alone that makes you able to take the next breath, the next step, isnāt there?
When I climbed into the car, a D.J. on the Christian radio station was saying how everything we do can bring glory to God. Not just the big things others see or the mountaintop experiences. Each and every moment we do something with love, it matters.
Now, can I be honest here? Iāve heard this so many times itās almost become a clichĆ©. I know the Steven Curtis Chapman song and can recite the lyrics. I know the verse. (Colossians 3:17) But there are times I hear things like this and the cynical side of me says, āYeah right.ā
I donāt look at the pile of dishes sitting in my sink or the sticky floors and think as Iām cleaning, āJesus is here!ā
God help me. But itās the truth.
So I asked God to show me. To soften my heart. The tired soul in me wanted evidence, and I felt a lot like the father of the demon-possessed child in Matthew, crying out, āGod, help my unbelief!ā