By: Sarah Press Dickerson, For Every Mom Contributor
My three babies have grown into teenagers. The oldest is off at college and the younger two are becoming more self-sufficient every day. In a few years my house will be quiet again. Just as quiet as it was before that first little babe arrived. All of this change has prompted a pang of nostalgia, and caused me reflect back on the days of anticipation and waiting.
13 Reasons Why I Miss Being Pregnant
1. I didn’t have to hold in my stomach.
I didn’t realize how much I held in my abs until I got pregnant and stopped. I couldn’t wait to “show” so sucking-in was the last thing on my mind. With the first baby I checked my waistline every day, hopeful for signs of a paunch. By the third, and final, baby I showed ten minutes after peeing on the stick and went straight into maternity clothes.
People saw the telltale empire-waist seams and stretch-belly panel and asked how far along I was. I proudly answered: five weeks. My rapid expansion was less fun later when they’d remark, “wow, any day now, huh?” …and I still had three months until my due date. (By the way, due dates for my babies only marked the day I would begin strategizing an eviction plan for my little squatter.)
2. Being pregnant, it was OK to sleep a lot.
All other exhaustion, from activity or illness, will forever be compared to what I call “pregnant-tired.” Aside from being injected with a strong sedative, no other condition has knocked me out cold like early pregnancy tiredness. And no sleep has ever been as satisfying.
3. Even while I slept I was accomplishing a noble, miraculous task.
I was growing a human. Sitting in a chair?—Yep, also working wonders.
4. People smiled at me for no reason.
I enjoyed the adoring look in strangers’ eyes, the look of knowing, approval, compassion. I’m not sure my own mother ever looked at me like that. Of course it was undeserved. These strangers didn’t know me. I could’ve been a serial killer, but I was expecting so they projected onto me all their feelings about pregnancy. Which was great unless it was a woman who couldn’t get pregnant, then I might see sadness or resentment, which I could relate to.
When we first decided to start a family I didn’t get pregnant immediately. I panicked. I created color-coded charts and graphs of my temperature, cycle, ovulation test results, I kept diaries of symptoms, actions—I was a lot of fun. Seven months into trying and I was a rabid, foaming animal obsessed with conception. And like a cruel hidden camera joke, every single woman I saw around town was pregnant or had a baby—at least that’s how I remember it.
5. My skin looked great.
After week sixteen when I was no longer green with nausea, I never looked better.
6. I was lauded for eating.
And encouraged to eat for two. The trouble with eating for two was, when the baby left, she never took her share of the extra food I so thoughtfully consumed for her. I was stuck with all the leftovers. What a shock it was when, after giving birth, I hadn’t even lost the seven or eight pounds the baby weighed. It was confounding. Every time.
7. I received special treatment for being pregnant.
I was given preferential consideration for seating, air conditioning, waiting times, riding instead of walking, eating. It was the closest thing to being royalty I’ll ever experience.
8. Reserved parking spaces for pregnant women—one benefit I did NOT receive.
They hadn’t invented these when I was having babies. I got the opposite—my doctor told me to park farther away and get more exercise. The “Parking for mothers with small children” also came too late for my brood. I predict there will be “Parking for parents of teens” in about six years.
9. “Now” was not the time to lose weight, even if I needed to.
Procrastination in this matter was altruistic. I certainly couldn’t diet…Restrict calories?? That would have been like putting my baby on a diet. Child abuse! Pass the potatoes.
10. Everyone suggested I put my feet up.
I appreciated this since my ankles were purple with vascular issues. No one knew this unless I told them though because my legs were sequestered inside quarter inch thick compression stockings to control my varicose veins.
11. It was OK to naval-gaze—literally.
I sat back and watched my baby poke and stretch against my abdomen. I tried to guess if it was an elbow or a heel protruding. I saw my whole belly jump and shift as the baby flipped inside. It never got old.
12. Going to the hospital was a celebration!
Unlike rushing to the hospital with a hurt child or doubled over with diverticulitis, which has no upsides. That’s not to say women on the maternity ward don’t experience pain, nausea, vomiting, diarrhea, surgery, stitches, mental health issues, sleeplessness, hallucinations, swelling, dislocated tailbones, blood loss, severe itching from pain medicine and bouts of uncontrollable crying. Right? Maybe that was just me. Either way, I left with what I had longed for my whole life: a baby.
13. My children were safe and satisfied…and quiet, inside the womb.
Once they were on the outside, all bets were off.
Don’t get me wrong, motherhood has been good to me. You can’t stay pregnant forever, and the reward of those sweet little babes is greater than any benefit of being pregnant.
I wouldn’t get pregnant again now, even if science made it possible and you paid me a lot of money. That season has passed. And I’m happy to report that parenting keeps getting better as kids get older. So, while it’s fun to remember those nine months, I wouldn’t go back. Because each today beats any yesterday...by a mile.
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