We question everything and when there isn’t something to question, you can bet your pretty little face we will find a way to worry and over analyze.
CRAP she looked at me weird when I made that comment. Maybe I shouldn’t have said anything. Ugh. Why can’t I ever keep my mouth shut? Could I have been any louder? So embarrassing. She could probably tell I was nervous. OMG. Was my neck breaking out in hives when I was talking?
We beat ourselves up over a comment we made five days ago or the way we laugh. We suck it in at parties and order a salad even though we want a 10 oz steak and the loaded fries. We buy the clothes and wear the makeup. We cut our hair and change our look to fit the latest trends because it’s what’s “in style.” We try so desperately to fit in to places and crowds with people we don’t even know.